Right or Wrong?

listening to Hilary Duff's "Wake Up" on radio now. my laptop's back and i wanna give a huge "thank you" shout out to Joshua! thanks so much dude! i knew my laptop was a pain for u.. hehe.. i was wondering, it's not wrong to go find a guy friend if he's real or not right? its totally harmless and besides I just wanna know the truth. (baby, i know u're reading this & i want u 2 know this) a mystery guy turns up in ur life around February and all u really wanna know whether he's for real or he even exists! this curiousity of mine and the people around me have been increasing. most of them are sick of this already but this is really where & when i can go find out the truth by myself. seriously, this has taken such a long time and i won't bear it anymore. *listening to Bangles "Walk like an Egyptian"* so if this trip isn't successful then i'll just forget about this whole mystery and go on with my life. (what do u think?) i've gotten a few leads from MTV. argh, i really don't think its him. he can't be that crazy right? sigh. i really dunno what i'm getting myself into. But i'm so looking forward to the holidays! *now-Spice Girls "Viva Forever"* this song brings back so many memories during primary school. i remember Ping Yin, Lui, Khor & me were always singing and preparing for the singing competition. but we chose "Stop" instead of this song, and we got 3rd place. this song is just so serene. listening to it really makes me think of how life was so uncomplicated then. things change when u get older, more responsibilities & independence. talking about responsibilities, I have yet to come up with an idea for the Dance workshop for Winter School. am i just useless or what? Zhien's gonna be furious. Oh, i'm hungry now. it's 1.40pm. no one to accompany eat. actually, i haven't even gotten out of my room since i woke up at about 12pm. *Rihanna-Pon de Replay* oh, discovered Toffies are delicious! it tastes like Ferrero Rocher! Yum Yum! Aiyo, duno why I'm always craving for chocolates! I used to hate it. Not really hate, hate it but just don't feel like eating them cuz its so "heaty". But now, i really don't care! Steph Mae's in town! Suppose to go out with her tomorrow. Haven't seen her for over a year now! or more? I can't remember. My class are having a class trip to AWAM (Battered Women Society) & Tenaganita (Immigrant Workers) so I chose to go to AWAM. Ms Caryn is suppose to pick me up with her luxurious vehicle. And somehow she arranged for my other classmates to meet up in front of my house. This girl, making appointments without letting me know. Yesterday I managed to watch the MTV VJ Hunt Malaysia Finals on MTV at 6.30pm. Saw Temily, Bernard, Shon & Aiman's face for another time. Stuff behind the scenes & preparation for finals. It's so funny plus u get to watch Colby & KC once again. I think my head's somewhere near to the stage but can't c on cam la! Anyway u guys can catch the repeat on 8th Dec, MTV Channel 71 Astro at 7.30pm. There's also another repeat at either 6th Dec or 7th Dec at midnight. so go c it! Been trying to find V MAG almost everywhere & I cant even find Colby in it. What is this man? Its not meant to be! It's 2pm now and i really hafto go eat. Texted Abz. Hope she's free! Haven't been going kickboxing much this week. Thanks to Su Yeeng & her new & improved life! haha but girl, im so happy 4 u! its such a great feeling in the beginning then u come to bumpy roads n eventually everythin'll b alright. =) cizzo peepos!