Near to You

What's this season?

First it was the whole summer fiasco. Then it being just summer, it ended when United Kingdom actually came into the picture. And then there I was, but summer sat out. For 2 months I took myself outta summer. Then came the Mother of Cities where EuroOrientMidEast appeared. For 6 months, 5 hours minimum every single day this creature was in my life. AND summer didn't do anything to prove itself. There was sun nonetheless but there wasn't actually warmth. Summer just expected everything to come naturally to itself. Heck no, think again. For 2 weeks in the northern capital, the "best" two weeks time of my life became the most traumatic, most single-handedly-killed my soul epic & legendary event happened. To moi. Then life turned downhill from there. London was depressing, miserable, and lonely.

It was a good choice to get home - at the time. Starting a new life over again would be great. But not in this small town. Then, CP came to my life. Thank you for everything. You are and have been nothing but amazing, kind, sincere and generous. You proved to me that there is still hope out there. But I'm just not it for you. You deserve someone who's at the same page as you.

Then somehow summer came back in again... but this time it was all different... I have always believed that time can never turn itself back... never really believed in second chances for certain things... especially this... After having to really try, I don't think this can longer go on... I feel trapped, pressured and insecure... and, I guess I finally am sure that summer's never gonna be my all time season.

And now, another whole new chapter begins. I'm hoping, praying & wishing for a good ending.

Letters to Juliet

Wanted to watch this movie SO much, then on the actual day when I was free to go see it, the cinema stopped viewing it! :(

I'm on a mission to find the DVD!

Food I CRAVE!!!

This is SUPER YUMMY! You can never find yogurt that tastes as good as Onken's back here!!! :( Really MISS IT!!!

Sweet Thai Chilli Chips ARE THE BEST!!!

  

SALAD'S ARE MY BEST FRIEND!!! Caesar Salad, Rocket Salad & Italiannies Fruit Salad are MY FAVOURITE!!!

 

Not forgetting the ONE & ONLY dessert that was CREATED that made me feel as though I've died & gone to heaven when I taste them EVERY SINGLE TIME!!! 

Ahh, strawberry trifle I LOVE YOU!!!

ULTIMATE FAVOURITE : PERSIAN KABAB KOOBIDEH!!! Sooo want to eat it right now!

Cleopatra Stratan

So cute right? She's only 4! Romanian I believe!

What You Waiting For?

Mizz Nina is a singer from Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia while Colby O'Donis has been featured in Lady Gaga's "Just Dance", and he has his own single, "What You Got" feat. Akon! And he's only 21 this year!