what do u think??
Nur'i

Crystal, myself & Boonie~
Nur'i

oooohh...french smooching crystal~
Nur'i

biatchES~
Nur'i

lurve mitch n nori~~~~
Nur'i

missing you...

this has been going on for 3 days... sucks big time... again, missing someone but yet unable to do anything about it. just have to wait. Patience. Patience. That's all i need. but we are all human and we're not perfect right? i cant really fully control all my emotions and feelings i have. im missing someone who is just so far away in a different country. yet, i don't have that person's phone number because its a long story and i just don't have it and i have to wait for at least 2 weeks. but when u have the urge to call someone at that moment, right at that instant, but u couldnt and this definitely sucks to the max bcoz i cant do anything to fix it. i even got crazy when i just wanted to take a transport to go over to the country where that person is at without thinking rationally and without my passport. not to even mention, NO CASH. this is something crazy that i cant even believe myself would even do. but then again, everything is possible when u really want something done. yeap. i just hope this period or craziness will end soon. coz i cant take it missing someone all the time without being able to talk to the person. ergh. pray for me. thanks. good luck to all of u out there who has exams.

Family

Right now, i just miss my family so much. I wish I was back home. I really want to be around them no matter when they are arguing, happy or sad. I just want to be with them right now. Living alone really sucks. It really is. A piece of advise to all of you, if you ever, EVER have a chance to just live another second, another minute, another day, another week or even a year, choose to be with your family. Seriously, you won't regret it. Until you're living on your on, u might think u have all the freedom in the world and no one could tell you to do this or that, but i can tell u right now, it not worth it. Its worth being with your family more. Your family is the most important one. Especially if you're living out of home while you're studying, u're either stuck at this pathetic small cubicle with four walls (if you're lucky u might get a window) and all you see everyday is your ceiling. The walls are your best friends. And if you ever, ever need a shoulder to cry on, count on you pillow or bolster, they are always there for you, not your friends. You might have close friends but they have their own life and family. They can't always be with you. Go for every activity you possibly can. Fill up your time. Enjoy to the max while you can. Just appreciate every single thing given now. You'd better. Studies are of course important too. Just balance it up. Well, I know I should. Just getting emo. Watched Rice Rhapsody, a Singaporean movie. i really liked it. The Son of Mask is not bad too. I like movies that is way beyond our imagination. i'm just so lonely now. Everyone is leaving. i hate it. lucks to all you out there. miss ya all.. from the bottom of my heart.

stunted~haha =)
Nur'i