today was a tiring day. very tiring. mayb its bcoz i havent been sleeping well, and i havent slept since d last 2 days. its really bad but its the habit, i need to change before i really get ugly. anyway, this morning woke up at 6am, sent my sister to school, and went breakfast with someone dear to me. since yesterday, its all been tricky. everything was. it was unpredictable what was going to happen next. mom kept asking me weird questions, which made me feel uneasy. dad, on the other hand, was being so protective of me, as usual. but this time, its more than that. i thought, the older u get, the more trust they have in you, or maybe, this just happens to me. moving along, bought breakfast for my mom, went home, rested a lil while and got ready to go to work. Work? me? Working? hmm, working at my dad's shop does still count right? cuz i do everything he does. well, not everything. at least i checked invoices and d account books and all that. i also went to the bank. I was talking to a friend of mine who just came back from the UK, about working. i was thinking to myself, gosh, i've never really worked before with a boss and all that. imagine what i have to go thru in the future. this really makes me feel a lil scared. cuz im only studying now and i dont feel the working 'vibe'. my friend told me i needed experience and that i should try working in my second year. yeah, mayb thats what i'll TRY to do. anyway, after the bank, i went home for a lil while to freshen up, went to Crys' and spent a lil time there. then it was time to fetch my sis back from school and back home. somehow the korean drama wasnt on today. it was all going wrong. i hate hiding. especially from the people i care most about. the atmosphere around me today didnt seem to go well. i felt afraid and tired... most important of all, very uneasy towards everyone around me today. now, im back at the shop again. suddenly i felt like shutting up and not talk to anyone today. it just didnt feel right. and right now, although my sisters talking, and i appreciate the fact that she's sharing something with me, but i feel annoyed. its not that i dont wanna listen to her, its just that i wanna be alone. for now. havent been blogging lately. kinda didnt know what to write about. right now, my sisters bugging me to go out with her to buy something, and she said "Later someone'll kidnap me". ergh, i didnt bother and let her walk away. but now she's back again, didnt manage to go out, she saw someone she knew, apparently she's embarrassed, that's why. anyhow, later im supposed to go have tea with my friends. and again, i have to send my adorable little sister to the basketball court. well, guess i'll just stop for now. im tired to even think. have a nice day you guys. hope you had more fun than me.