Trapped

It's not easy rubbing off the memories built with a person.
Not when you've created a huge bond with a person for a long period of time.
Everyone NEW that you meet will bound to somehow link back to that person.
Even if you've erased all the memories, photos, data, contact, etc.

I don't know how some people do it without feelings.
That person must be inhumane.
How can a person just dump all his feelings, re-process it, thinking everything anew?
Like it never happened?
Just continue living his life without any guilt, remorse feeling or even a slightest pain?
When that person knows he could've stopped everything from happening in the first place.

How can he even look at his own face every morning he wakes up?
Without thinking that he could ever bring justice to the person he tore apart.
Or even turning back time?
Living his life and continuing the pieces where he left off.
With someone new?

Announcing it to everyone, without considering how the person he hurt would feel?
Was everything a false pretense from the start?
Was it all a lie?
Did you plan this all out like the Truman show?
Do you think its funny, playing people's lives in your hands?
Did you for once, even considered how this person you call your 'best friend' would feel?

If he could treat you like this, he doesn't have a heart to begin with.

London Fashion Week!

Have been meaning to blog about this but just had no time!
It was already in my schedule to head down to the Natural British Museum in South Kensington to attend the London Fashion Weekend :)
Bought my ticket a week in advance...
and got to have a preview at the catwalk as well!
But the best part is the sale!!!
Designer clothes, bags, accessories, make-up, hair... everything a girl would love - you'd be able to find it there... I even did my manicure by Bourgois :)

Unfortunately I forgot to bring my camera with me that day.. but luckily had my phone with me so I had a few snaps of the event itself!
Let me first say, although people who bought tickets were there for each time slot, but the whole place was still filled with people - from all around the world...
I felt that people dressed up more on that particular day - everyone's just out with the fashion, as they say...
Saw very funky, cool and unique designs... some where only the brave would buy and wear it... you can find somewhat reasonable prices for some designer labels... but the normal price for clothes there would be around GBP 50-150. And then the price goes up up up!
The shoes were amazing as well but overpriced if you ask me... I didn't even see a pair of Jimmy Choo's or Manolo Blahnik! *disappointed*My legs and hands was already so painful from looking at the many items displaced so I attended the make-up session in the end :) Elizabeth Arden was the official make up sponsor for the London Fashion Weekend this year... good stuff!

Note: So much have been happening in my life, just too little time to blog... will do when I find the time!

Weather's going crazy at the moment... so keep warm and don't fall sick!
xoxo