Raise Your Voice

This movie, yeah. Watched it a long time ago. Enjoyed it. I really don't care about what Colby or any other human being thinks about Hilary & her acting but I think she's fine. Besides, Oliver James is hot! haha =) He's the 3rd guy from right. Nori thinks Colby is much more cuter than Oliver but I say they're both hot. See the resemblance? Dark hair, a little Asian + Caucasion look mix together.. OH! Perfect...

Nori, Christine & I have been mumbling and complaining about how Taylor's have 0% of goodlooking guys worth looking at.. cuz they are NONE. That is why we hafto go to the last resort. Where is it u ask? Hmm, u tell me. Nori's goal for getting a guy with a Porsche is yet to be achieved when she gets to UK. Haha! By that time, we're supposed to be much more mature and we need to focus on our studies. (but wth, no one knows how it'll end up)

Today is the 3rd day me being in the library, supposedly doing my Equity & Trusts Law written work/essay but believe it or not, I HAVEN'T STARTED!! Been in the library since 11am and its 1.40pm. Can't believe how butt toasting lazy I am. I've been bugging Nori to blog since we were together here for the last 3 days and I've seen progress on her blog. Yeap. I don't know anyone else's blog addresses. Would any one of u mind letting me know? I'm dead bored in the library. Instead of doing my work, I wanna go check out blogs. What a waste of time.. hahahahahahahahhahaa... me saying that... i'm so full of nonsense la! Being in this freezing cold library with studious students preparing for exams..

CaRyn is just here. She's being a pain in the arse. She wanted the librarian to take care of her PRADA bag in the counter but the librarian was just being a pain too. hahahaa.. didn't wanna give her coins to put for the locker. Oh well, she wants her Land Law tutorial from the net. haha =) ~Nori took over blogging from me and typed from now onwards : she's so silly..now shes making Nori waste quota to print it..though maybe its Nori's fault cause she didn't bring her tutorial questions (Caryn did ask her to do so..) Basically Caryn still being a painla! Whats new! AND she made me pick the printed page up! And all I got was a "thanks"!~ -End-

Ok, now it's Nur'i blogging again. Nori's leaving me in this freezing cold library with nerds around! She has to go back home coz Noel doesn't have the key to open the door! I'm left all alone again.. what a sad & lonely life I have. Besides I'm supposed to finish my essay by 6pm so that I can go for kickboxing till 8.30pm then go for dinner with Abz & Jessie. Then I hafto go home, bath & then start my E & T tutorial for tomorrow but I doubt I'll be such a good gurl. I'll probably waste my time listening to music, lying on the bed or just try to go disturb someone on the phone since I'm gonna be lonely again! *sigh*

well, it's 2pm and I still haven't started my work. I really need to start cracking my puny & useless brain now. Oh, by the way, the International Law time-test I had this morning, I screwed up. I dun even know what the bloody question was asking about! Something about International customary law is an imposition of the majority's will upon a reluctant minority. Do you agree? How am I supposed to know? OMG. I wrote total nonsense, honestly. Obviously flunking this paper la. CaRyn wrote she agrees till a certain extend. Like ERGH! Nextime I'll have to do that too instead of writing something stupid like "I agree with the minority". Ok, really really gtg now~ cizzo!

no laptop 4 a week!

my laptop officially 'gong' d... dead... can't even online, or check mails or even watch movies when im alone, sad and depressed in my pathetic but yet lovely room.. =) right now i'm in the college library with Ms. Nori beside me. i sooo can't wait for the holidays! i'm so looking forward to it! Winter School in PD & Singapore & back to Sabah! can't wait!! Winter School is so gonna be fun.. new friends.. people from around the world.. interesting people.. haiyoyo.. Kyle's coming down from Australia too.. gonna meet him for the first time since we chatted on msn for almost 9 months! We're working on the performing arts workshop now.. I'm supposed to be doing my Equity & Trusts Law written work essay now DUE Thursday but i'm here blogging. Also, having International Law time-test tomorrow which I havent studied for. Having Equity & Trusts tutorial on Thursday.. so bloody long questions which I have no clue what about!! Next Monday we're going to visit AWAM for Society of Battered Women. Ergh! the pain & misery. Hafto stand up rights for them. Anyway, Nori is already starting on her outline for her essay. I better go now. Oh Oh, there's a debate competition against the Year 1 & Year 2 law students on 10th Dec, Saturday but I don't think I will be able to attend it cuz I hafto go fetch Crystal from the airport or KL Sentral... altho I so don't wanna miss d debate & speeches. *confused* sigh, that's all now! cizzo!

To My Peepz

Firstly, I wanna say sorry to those of you who have been asking me out for the past few weeks cuz I couldn't go out due to my busy-ness. Also, to those who called or texted me for yam cha-ing & mamaking & shopping & moviez & feasts & devotionals & hanging out & those of you who wanted me to fetch or send u to airport. Let me clarify. I do not know the way to the airport, so, I really don't know how to get there. Might get lost. Plus, my car is so damn dirty. Ergh. And, my mom & sis is in town (haha, should be called city) so I gotta do everythin in my will to go visit them every chance possible. So, after tons of law assignments, essays + tutorials, I really don't have time for anything else. Oh, also, I'm sick. Having sorethroat + coughing. Really bad. Plus, I have a slight fever starting since... lastnite... and I feel so sick right now... I have no idea how on earth am I gonna finish my Constitutional & Administrative & Equity & Trust Law Written Work, which is due this Friday and next week. The sorethroat bugs me so much, I need to drink lotsa water, took leftover panadols & vitamins, plus I wanna eat Auntie Anne Cinnamon Sugar Pretzels, which I have 2 in my fridge but I can't eat them cuz of my stewpid throat. And, I have Kit Kats & I wanna eat them too cuz lately I've been craving for chocolates & Fererro Rocher! =( Sucks being sick! Also, I had such a horrible nightmare lasnite which woke me up from my sleep. I was also so tired yesterday. Why on earth did I have nightmares about something so nasty & scary & creepy? I was afraid to get back to bed again, I was so afraid to open my eyes cuz I thought I would be seeing what I saw in my nightmare, but I'm also scared if I go back to sleep, I would be dreaming about the same thing again. But I went back to bed anyway, feeling so insecure. I tried calling my friendz, those who can comfort me, but couldn't find anyone. It was around 3am. Darn. I HATE NIGHTMARES! Makes u feel bitter & there goes a lousy morning for lectures!

Colby Miller

The latest hottie to heat up MTV is the winner of the Philippines MTV VJ Hunt Colby Miller. Born and raised in Seattle, Washington, Colby Miller is the youngest of three brothers who are all famous faces in the Philippines. Colby graduated in 2004 with a BS Biology degree and returned to the Philippines to take a vacation and bond with his brothers. Colby can be described as a very laid-back-boy-next-door sorta guy, with a love for the outdoors and an interest in all sorts of sports ranging from basketball, wrestling, American football, boxing, rock climbing and even sledding down hills on a sunny day.

*OMG* Sounds dreamy eh? Plus, he loves his family a lot.. Aww... & would never lie to them..!

VJ KC Montero & I @ Zouk~
Nur'i

Me & the cute, gorgeous hunk, VJ Colby. Just look at him~ *faints*
Nur'i

Myself & Veteran VJ Donita! Ain't she a beauty?
Nur'i

biatches~
Nur'i

MTV VJ Finals @ Zouk!

ok, first things first. MTV VJ COLBY is so awesomely cute & gorgeous LIVE. he looks so much more attractive in person than on television! I mean on tv, I didn't find anything interesting about him, but I've changed my mind (since last nite) OMG. He's so cute. VJ KC was not bad either but he reminds me so much of Carlos! They look alike! Anyway, Zouk lastnite was awesome. Got to meet former VJ Donita too. Also, there was a performance by Too Phat. Cool eh? They were good and their new albums out. They're good rappers. VJ KC & Colby was really entertaining all nite. Temily, Bernard, Shon and Aiman all did well. Bernard got the People's Choice Award and Aiman won the MTV VJ Finals. Temily's back in China! She's one heck of a gurl! Can't wait 4 u to get back here so we could *ehem* talk about yours & my you-know-who! Hehe =) We'll be in-laws my gurl! Haha! I'm dreaming again. Gosh, can't sleep well lately. Always waking up in the middle of my sleep. Haven't gotten enough sleep too. 2 essay Written Work due next week. So much research to do, plus bibliography, footnotes and citations. Back to heavy load work but it's alrite although I haven't started any research. Oh, Donita was one of the judges lastnite. Xendra who won the UVJ for Channel 16 was there too, she and Alan and friends were cheering for Shon. Bernard had so many supporters too yah? Sheenee! my new bubbly friend I met lastnite. She's only 16! Haha! Oh, I managed to take pictures with da gorgeous hunk, Colby, KC & Donita! =) They're really nice and friendly people. Although they were so tired and all, they still managed to chat with us. Awesome people eh? MTV MTV... i'm dreaming again... happening! Oh, doing some digging too about Aiya Gang. Duno why i registered as a member but they never sent me the confirmation mail so I can't log in to the forums! Darn. I had so many questions on my mind. But Alf, I doubt that's him but I'm gonna try anyway. Thanks for making me believe that he exists. Or although he doesn't, I won't blame you too!

The Clown

There is a girl I know,
Sitting in one corner of her room,
Tears rolling down her cheeks,
She feels so sad, so sad.

This girl,
She does not know why,
What made her feel this way,
Why is she sad?

She thought to herself,
If she had thought positively,
Nothing would be a bother,
But she just can't.

Nights spent alone,
Alone and lonely in her room,
Sitting on one exact same corner,
Everynight she has thoughts.

Thoughts? What thoughts?
About life, studies, work?
Or friends, money or more?
It's complicated.

No one knows really.
So does she.
So why is she feeling this way?
The answer: her heart.

Her heart was aching,
screaming and loathing,
Screaming for attention,
But there was no one.

No one, especially the one,
The one she really thought,
Could take her sorrows away,
No, once again, she's left alone.

What she wants is simple,
A simple plea for acknowledgement.
Is it too much to ask?
No, it was not, no.

Why again, she thought?
Why is it so hard for one person,
to make her life more,
more happy and cheerful?

All she is asking,
is for a little attention,
from someone she loved,
and cared so much.

But she did not get any in return,
She did not feel it,
There is something wrong somewhere,
But he doesn't know what.

Questions popping in and out of her mind.
She should have faith in him.
Everyone deserves a chance.
So does he.

Creatures giving her ideas,
Implications, which may be true or false,
But she just kept trusting him,
In her mind, "No, he wouldn't".

She wish he could just,
Tell her what's on his mind,
What's up?
Sharing is caring.

Saying "I love you",
Is not the words she wants to hear from him,
Its not that she does want him not to say it,
But if he only knew.

How easy it would be for her,
to show her how he felt,
rather than just words,
She wanted more than just words.

More than words,
Is all he had to do to make it real,
Then he wouldn't have to say,
that he loves her cause she already knows.

Again questions arise in her mind,
What would he had done?
If her heart was torn in two?
Does words settle everything?

What would he have said,
If she took those words away?
Then he couldn't make things better,
Just by saying, "I love you".

Although she tried to,
Talk to him and make him understand,
All he have to do is,
Put in a little more.

On the outside,
She seems happy and fine,
On the inside,
She's dying.

She really has no clue,
or any idea how to live on?
Live on sad days like these,
What was she to do?

The clown.
The best example for her.
A clown is covered in make up.
To hide who she really is.

Outside, she's making people laugh,
Inside, she leads a sad life,
No one to make her laugh like she used to,
This girl, is the clown herself.

Leo - Me!

PERSONAL PROFILE

Leo is all about being center stage (uh huh). It's hard to miss Leos, because they spend a lot of time making sure they get noticed! They are charming (oh, really?), energetic (uh huh!) , enthusiastic (hehe) people who are a lot of fun (yes i m!)to be around. They also have a great flair for the dramatic (many Leos become actors) and are usually convinced they are the center of the universe. Leos excel in the workplace, because they are natural born leaders (i do try my best) who are highly creative (a lil) , well organized (i m but i don't follow d schedule) and have a talent for inspiring (to others but not to myself) others. However, they can be tough (sometimes) on co-workers because of their tendency to get bossy. Leos make terrific friends, because they combine a zest for life with a strong sense of loyalty and courage. They will go to almost any lengths to defend someone they care (i really do) about. They are also fearless (not really!) in social situations, plunging in first and worrying about impressions later. It is true that they can be a bit snotty (am i?) and status-conscious (yeah, don't embarass me!) at times. But they are also generous (to those i care dearly) and are happy to spend money on their friends, especially if it means they get to go shopping - a favorite activity. Leos have big, warm hearts and they truly want everybody to be happy and have fun.

LOVE

Leos are known for being hot (woo hoo) and passionate (uh uh). They are magnetic types whose confidence, energy and flirtatious (tell me, am i flirty?) nature draws many interesting love possibilties to them. In love, Leos are creative, enthusiastic and completely romantic (baby, u think so?), so they'll come up with lots of fun ways to show they care for that special someone. Leos need a lot of praise (haha, u got that right!) and compliments (i do need these a lot!) from their romantic partners, too, and they will only be happy with someone who is willing to worship them openly. They also look for someone whose energy matches their own, because the perfect partner for a Leo can keep up with them on all their exciting, dramatic escapades.

BOOKS

Leos are dramatic, energetic people who also have big, romantic hearts. This combination of qualities means that their favorite books are romances, dramatic fiction and adventure stories. The Harry Potter (I lurve it!) series, with all of its dramatic possibilities and imaginative plots, is a read that Leos should greatly enjoy. Leos also enjoy wildly romantic poetry and they have a weakness for quick-reading thrillers by authors like John Grisham and Stephen King.

COLOUR~ gold. (I actually like blue & pink)

GEM~ ruby. (er, I don't wear rubies.. but crystals, gold or silver)

CHOCOLATE
Leo likes everyone to give her chocolates because she's so popular! (Am i even popular?!)

STARS ~ Adam Duritz , Antonio Banderas (sexy!) , Ben Affleck , Brad Renfro , Charlize Theron (hottie), Coco Chanel , Gillian Anderson , Halle Berry (ah!), Hilary Swank (chunted) , Jackie Onassis , Jennifer Lopez(elegant) , Lisa Kudrow (funny!), Madonna , Matthew Perry , Melanie Griffith , Mila Kunis , Sandra Bullock (brave).

FOOD

Leos love nuts and seeds like almonds, sunflower seeds, peanuts and cashews. They also tend to enjoy spicy food from warm climates, like the Caribbean, Italy and Spain. This could include spaghetti with spicy tomato sauce, paella, pizza and shish-ka-bobs. Leos are not that fond of garlic, preferring the earthier flavors of nutmeg and parsley. Above all, Leo people want perfection in everything, so fine dining in pleasurable surrounding will make them feel warm and happy.

CAREER

Good careers for Leo include: Actor/Actress (I wanna be one), Amusement park employee, Announcer, Art dealer, Artist, Athlete, Cardiologist, CEO, Celebrity (yeap, love to be one of these), Comedian (aren't I a natural? being crowned the "C" which stand for Clown from Alf & Zhien), Dancer (i'm a regular), Director, Entrepreneur, Marketing manager, Movie maker, Politician, Principal, Professor, Publicist, Public relations executive, Resort manager, Singer (dun really haf d voice 4 it but i love singing!), Spokesperson, Stockbroker, TV anchor, Talk show host, Teacher, Theatrical agent, Tour guide.

RESTAURANTS

If they're going to eat out, Leos want to eat out in the best restaurants. They dream of dining in Paris at a swank little bistro. In reality, anytime they can go to a nice, elegant restaurant (lurve d scenery!) for a three-course meal (birthdays, maybe?) is a happy time for Leos.

SPORTS

Leos are born leaders who make excellent captains for any sports team. They are also super-competitive and they have a very strong will to win, so they love individual sports where they can come in first. Leos will enjoy sailing, skiing, tennis, squash and racecar driving (haha, those of u who sit in my car, u know what kinda driver i m).

TRAVEL

Great vacation spots for Leo: Boston, Chicago, Hawaii, Jamaica, Miami, New York, Peru, Singapore

GOAL!

Omg. I was watching Goal! last nite (more like midnite till 2am) and i thought it was AWESOME! Roya, i guess u were right! I bought the VCD cuz u said it is a must show. Kuno Becker is SOOOOOO HOT. What a sexy hunk! His football skills in d show was good too, plus, he's great with his bro + a good boyfriend. He's loyal & it's hard to find guys these days who are actually that way, especially when he was going to be famous! The story line & all was great, although it was predictable, but still it was touching. He was lucky. Plus, he got to meet David Beckham! Woot! Chun! I still can't stand Beckham's voice. It so does not suit him! Anyway, I'm glad he made it, after all the struggles he went thru, plus the all the money he saved up for England, wasnt enough and his dad took it away from him. More like stole it. His grandma was such a dearie! =) Anyway, the interview today was ok. Met Nick and he took pictures! What is this man? I thought Christine told me there was no need for this. Ergh. I didnt even get ready! Whatever. I dun think I'll get the job. Maybe, maybe not. If he doesn't call by tomorrow then, bye bye job = no money. Hmm, the job I'm currently working at KL seems like not such a good thing. Transportation cost really bites & they're not covering it up 4 us. What's d use of spending so much money when u can't get sth in return. In return I meant pay. Well, maybe gonna quit it as Christine isn't keen on it either. After the interview, Ca Ryn & I went to eat at this famous pork noodle place. I ordered duck rice first cuz the pork noodle took 45 minutes & i was so hungry but later, we ordered d noodles too, wanted to try how it was like (Hehe, actually i wasn't full- big eater) and after one hour of waiting for it, it tastes ok la. It's more expensive than the usual price. We were waiting for Ca Ryn's parents to fetch us cuz they left us for half an hour and we waited n waited. The weather n the sun was killing us! So hot! At last they came after many calls & miscalls made. I'm home now and i might go watch the movie, "In Her Shoes" by Cameron Diaz, Toni Collette and Shirley Maclaine. I like chic movies like these. It makes me happy =) Currently listening "Ai Wo Bie Zhou" by Zhang Zhen Yue. *thinkin of someone* Will he ever love me and not leave? Haven't talked in days. I wonder if he even cares about me anymore. Going out clubbing is one thing, caring and giving me attention is another. I can't help it anymore. Think about it. [Above is a pic of the cute Latin hunk, Kuno Becker]

Wed (Genting) --> Thurs (Zouk) -->Fri (Bowling)

After the trip back from Genting on Wednesday, Thursday nite was already reserved for the plan. Wait, hold on. B4 going to today's topic, haha (i make myself sound like a lecturer) let me tell a little about the Genting trip. It was fun fun fun! Hanging out with close friends surely is nice.. good company and all that.. and altho we had to queue up quite a while for most of the rides, but it was worth it! the most fun ride & first time me riding it was the Flying Coaster. Apparently its the 1st in Asia. I dunno how true that is. Bumped into a couple familiar faces there. The world is so small. It rained halfway and it got colder. I liked the weather. Kept on imagining whether it would be the same kind of weather I'm gonna be facing next year in UK. Wet & cold. Surren & Joshua went for the Slingshot twice. Omg. Can't even see the people hanging up there. It was so misty! They really had the guts to go for that ride. Support man. Inside the cable car, it was noisy & crazy! Everyone tried to do sth stupid. And i think Joshua or Abz tried to kill us all up there. Good try guys. After that, we went to KLCC to eat at Nando's. Came back at about 12.40am. What a tiring day. Woke up at about 2.30pm. Did the laundry & all that. Was so hungry, thought of food & I immediately thought of Su Yeeng, so i texted her & guess what? she was thinking of food at the exact same time as me. So i fetched her & we both went to Sunway to eat chap fan. Damn long time didnt eat food which is like home cooked. I really miss it! Anyway, i got another summon. Yeap. This OPSIKAP thingie. I tell u, this story is damn badluck! Ergh. Lazy & pissed even to bring it up again. The police officer was a joker though. I thought i forgot about it. Apparently not. Anyway, i got ready for the Raya dinner at Nori's. CaRyn & I went late there, arrived at 9.30pm. (Thinking about food rite now actually. So damn hungry la! Stomach about to get gastric~ No food!) Going on, was there till 11pm then cizzoed to Zouk with Kal, Nori, Anne, Chris, Sandy, Caryn, Noel, & Justin. Met up with John, Zhien & Alfred there. Basically had a good time clubbing. Only thing my feet was so tired cuz of the trip to Genting + dancing = exhaustion. Stayed there till 3.30am. Weird thing happened. Nori, Chris & I were walking out from Zouk, and 3 guys were approaching us. They were saying sth like, "No girls wanna talk to us, they never do". And one was approaching us and saying, "You girls wont talk to us also right?" Nori answered, "Why not?" So, there are 3 guys right, 2 of them are foreigners, and there is this one guy who is Asian but I don't really know where he is from exactly. This guy was looking at me and saying, "You're from Taylor's right?" and I was taken aback but Nori & Chris talked 2 d other 2. They were asking whether we are Malaysian? Cuz the Asian guy was asking me whether I was Korean. I said no, I'm not. Nori told them we all 3 are Malaysian. And I asked the Asian guy to repeat his first question, so he asked me, whether I'm from Taylors. He had this accent. I was like, "How do you know?" He said, "He's seen me around" I freaked out a little. I have never seen him in my life before or anywhere near Taylors. And he was asking which part of Taylor's and Nori said main campus. He immediately said, "Geeks". Nori replied, "No, we're not geeks, we're doing law". 3 of us turned around & went away. Believe it or not, they chased after us. Asking us whether we wanted a ride or go for a drink with them. We ran away by crossing the road. If it wasnt for that motorcyle, they would've been right behind us. Freaky. So we went to the carpark, called Noel to come asap to open the car. After that we went to mamak at SS2. Stayed there till 5am or more. Reached home 5am++ and took turns to bath and went to bed. Woke up at about 12.40pm. Went to One Utama at about 4.30pm till 7.00pm. Went for bowling. It was ok lar. And tomorrow, I have an interview, so i better get to bed now. Work left undone. I'm disappointed with myself. =(

More links!

Dear Friends,

Below you will find the e-mail link for the video Penny Filias have created. Abdul-Baha's 'Prayer For Mankind' has been put to music and is performed by the incomparable musician Caroline Mackay. I hope you will visit her website at www.highspiritsmusic.com

I hope you enjoy the video.

Prayer For Mankind URL: http://bahaiworld.com/content/video/prayer_for_mankind.wmv

Loving Baha'i wishes to all,
Nur'i

Just me, Being Me.

on cable car~ 

Genting Trip

Abz & I