Massive Chinese New Year!

It's now 1.07am. Just got home a while back. It's 2nd day of Chinese New Year. Let me think about what I've been doing for the past few days. So I'm back in Tawau for Chinese New Years (last CNY here b4 coming back God knows when!) So damn happening this year! Haven't had this much fun here dunno since how long ago (I can't even remember!) So on Chinese New Year's Eve, went to have steamboat dinner at Hotel Emas with my family. It was alright, didn't eat much though. Later on went to Steph's house, drank n yakked together with Peggy, Crystal & Sofia. Sharon's house is so nice! Really liked the design's n furniture! Crys, Sharon, Steph & Peggy had Gin-tonic... I had Sprite! =) Later on we went to "Bu Zhao Zhi" temple for the lighting of the huge joystick. Aunt Sharon was suppose to light it and they displayed! Damn nice! Will put in pics later on so u guys can c it! Anyway met Edward there & Jun Min too.. met Rachel and a few unexpected people.. Haven't seen them for like 2 years! The next day, Steph & Crys came over to my house. My mom's friends came over, so did d workers, had lunch in my place. Aunt Shirley, Aunt Jenny, Uncle Chin, Uncle Wong, Mei Yin, Chun Xing, Alona, Kiu Yee were there too. And so many children i dun even know who! They were just eating the food displayed! haha! Later on went to "long kai" around town..Crys drove us to her house first where we met this guy who is from UK, apparently Vietnamese + English (who's hooked up already by the way)which Steph described as "yummy" then later on met up with Suraya - Talked about Henry (which I haven't met in years cuz he was in Australia!) at Yacht Club along with Steph & Sofia.. at night we went to Shoreroom.. had that massive clubbin mood but didn't dance much altho I'm happy that Crys, Steph & Peggy tried to dance! Met old high skewl friends..seniors,juniors...schoolmates.. massive la! (I did something unbelievable that nite which I can't believe myself for what I did, it's just SO NOT ME but I did it. I still can't get over this! Ergh!) Met Christine from Hong Kong & Jenson (which Steph described as "very yummy" - haha!) So that was 1st day of my Chinese New Year! 2nd day - went to Andrea's house for a while, then went to my ex-BM teacher's place, then went on my ex-Chemistry teacher's house then went on to fetch my sis back home then went to my ex-Chemistry tuition teachers house (Mr. Yap Ah Boon [the best u can ever have]) then went to Ken Chew's place then went to Ket Soon's place. Was supposed to go to Samantha's house but apparently I was late so they all left! So I went home. At nite we all went to Eunice's place. She just came back from Australia & I haven't seen her for 2 years! Met 2 of her friends from there who's ABC, Kevin & Matt. Kewl peepoz! They SURF! Anyway had a long conversation with them from Eunice's then on to CCM's house! Met all my ex-classmates! The wonderful night had to end cuz it was getting late n I had to fetch my sis from her friendz place~ Yeah so, now I'm back here blogging. Will continue blogging about the rest of my Chinese New Year visiting days as soon as I have the time~ Cizzo for now.. tired! By the way, I wanna thank my dad for the wonderful Baha'i Diary he gave me just now! It's so amazing.. Just what I needed! *thanks daddy!* nitez!

2nd Day -no reception-

today i woke up late. i woke up early but then got back to sleep again which made me late for my class although it started at 9.30am. sigh. the guilt. but i got over that. went for the next class. ms sandy was terrorizing me. asking the most basic question a lecturer would ask a student, "New-ri, you look blur during the lecture, have you understood anything I've said?" well, me being me, i gave that silly grin to her and that made her continue talking. And she was so kind and told me if i ever needed to talk to her, i should go see her. Sigh. I should've answered yes but then at that time my brain didn't occur to me whether I did understand the lecture fully or I was just gonna say anything without thinking. I said Yes in the end. Sigh. She smiled back at me and said, "Good. New-ri, I think you're a good student, but you have to read more... bla bla bla". Omg. I felt so embarrassed! First of all, I'm not a good student at all. All I do is go out, hang out with my friends, spend countless hours at the mall, eating, sleeping, yam-cha-ing, mamaking, gaming, watching movies... I feel so bad to give that sorta impression to her. *AHHHHH!* anyway, enough rubbish. I was suppose to go for tutorials after that which i skipped cuz I didnt even attempt to do the questions. (NOW YOU GUYS KNOW WHAT A ROTTEN STUDENT I AM!) Instead for going for knowledge n all, my lovely friends & I decided to go to KL. We went to Sg. Wang. I needed to get the Sony T9 digicam for my beloved bro~ Eddie & Christine went their separate ways from Nori & I. Hehe. We saw something while we were at the Maybank ATM. There was this cute hunk standing at the other side of the ATM machine while I was deciding whether or not to withdraw money... he was looking at us like he wanted to use it asap so i gave way to him. Nori was silently screaming how HOT he was! Sigh! Black polo-t(I think), Black cap, 3-quarter pants & sneakers. Then he left for the toilet n when he came out we were just about to leave... so that was the last we saw him... sigh... Nori & I came to a conclusion that whenever when we spot a good-looking guy, we'll only see him once and once only. never again to re-appear. it remains only a memory. We were deciding to eat at Dome but Sg Wang didn't have Dome so we went to Jln. Alor to eat. On the way there, someone randomly stopped us and asked us if we wanted to be on 8tv! It was just a shout-out for the Year of the Dog. (I seriously looked bad, totally unprepared & we just said what we had on mind and did it) Guess u'll b seeing Nori doing something a lil outrageous to me ON TV. HAHA. I was standing there like a fool. The food at Jln Alor: The hokkien mee we ordered sucked like hell. The mee was so bad. They don't even know how to cook it well. The leong cha Nori ordered tasted like cockraches blended together. Luckily the Ling Chee Kang I ordered wasn't too bad. Went to get my dress pics too. Later on we took the Monorail back which was flooded with so many people on a Tuesday! Then exchange trains at KL Sentral to take the Putra LRT back to Kelana Jaya. Nori & I separated there & we both took cabs back. Yupe. Jeremy decided to put my law books in the refrigerator cuz he said he couldn't find a place to put them. [Brilliant idea Jeremy!] Now, I shall continue watching Season 2 of Desperate Housewives! Cizzo~ oppz, b4 that, I wanna thank Mick for downloading the codec for my laptop! Thanks Mick! =)

distance

when i'm around u, i feel so secure. no one has been able to make me feel this way. no one. only you. you've given me hope for a new beginning but yet you are so far away. jaan~ thanks for everything. although there are no possiblities to be where we want to be, it's ok... as long we have each other right here in our hearts... here's to what my heart says...

When I'm feeling blue,
Lost without a clue,
Sparks between our eyes,
Nothing can be as true.

Sing my life for you,
Painting that I drew,
A photo reminds you of me,
How I wish to caress you.

Tell me where we're heading to,
What we do may seem so crude,
Where's the good in our "goodbye's"
The time you leave is the time
you break my heart in two.

Eventhough we're so far apart,
Send my love with all my heart,
When you miss me at night,
Look at the stars shining bright.

For the times you pulled me through,
All the things I do for you,
Running tears from my eyes,
Thinking how will I survive next 'goodbye'.

[You've touch my life in every single way,
I'll be here waiting for you]

It's a long long journey,
To know where I'm suppose to be,
It's a long long journey,
And I don't know if I can believe.

When's shadows fall
and block my eyes,
I'm lost and all,
But I must hide.

It's a long long journey,
Till I find my way home to you.

Many days I spent,
Drifting on to empty shores,
Wondering what's my purpose,
Wondering how to make me strong.

I know I will falter,
I know I will cry,
I know you will be standing by my side,
I know it's a long long journey
and I need to be close to you.

Sometimes it feels no one understands,
I don't even know why I do the things I do,
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul,
Will you break down these walls and pull me through?

Cause it's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you.

Recent Loveables~

Plain White T's "Hey There Delilah"



Tonite Remix Baha'i Style

mad mad week

its been a mad mad week. since last friday, went to Passion... met Kal there... the place was nice but didn't really enjoy myself... the stoners werent there la! sigh... decided to go back early since there was really no point staying anyway.. then Saturday we went to 1 Utama to get the stuff for Gokz burfday party.. then at nite was d party itself.. it was massive!! so much situationzzz & drama'z! geez.. it was my first experience looking at them... a night to remember! stayed up all nite till morning.. didnt get d chance to sleep.. was bonding with everyone.. especially that someone.. "special friend" eh? its gonna be the last ever massive
party where everyone's here.. Sunday morning we went straight to Nirvana @ Bangsar for breakfast.. banana leaf~! The most disappointing thing was that my phone got stolen Saturday nite.. really unexpected.. left it in my handbag upstairs in d room.. it was gone when i went to check it in the morning.. who could be so cruel? sigh... that person's gonna receive KARMA, whoever it is! went back to Nori's, the guys played Risk till abt 6.. then at nite there was a farewell party at Li Sze's but i decided not to go.. went out for dinner with Mrs. Param & Mrs. W at The Ship. Ate Barney! Scalop tasted real good. Had a huge starter salad! =) Later on went back & got ready for school next morning.. had to wake up cuz i promised someone i wouldn't miss class! Tuesday went to Steven's corner for Vinod's farewell! then went to do the collage for him as a farewell gift.. me n Nori was so darn tired n exhausted but we did a great job! (Hope u liked it Vin) We went off to the airport..at 3plus in the MORNING to send him off... Gokz,Justin,Nori,Anne,Dina,Sat,Nash,Noel & I of course.. later on went back to Subang.. the guys went to eat breakfast at 6am.. but i couldnt take it.. was dead tired! Came back and sleep till the second period! I'm really gonna miss u jaan~ And you do mean something to me... thanks for everything! although its been a while.. it was so worth knowing u~ Going to the feast now. Cizzo!

KLCC

oh man.. today was just awesome.. met up with Wenkie.. went to KLCC by KTM then LRT.. haha, Wenkie was all over Rotiboy cuz he so wanted to eat it since like he heard abt it.. cant believe he has never been to KL for more than 3 times.. it's so unbelievable! later on met up with Josh in front of Quiksilver. Went to Tanjong Golden Village cinema to buy movie ticket.. watched Wallace & Gromit! Nice movie to me.. funny & cute!! Sheesh... Memoirs of Geisha not out yet.. wanted to watch Cheaper By The Dozen 2 but Wenkie has already seen it. After buying tics, we went eat lunch cuz we all were starving! Then we went to Kinokuniya.. looked at the books & stationaries for while & then it was time for the movie~ Oh, there was a short movie (it was an advertisement actually) of Madagascar's Penguins in action! they're so cute & adorable & funny! Man, that got us started in a good way.. Josh then had to go back so me & Wenkie hung out together longer.. then went to Zara (a must!) and went to Parkson Grand to check out the perfume.. of cuz.. my Anna Sui obssession! and they were all sold out! apparently they were high in demand! DUH! a fragrance like that? man!! anyway i told Wenkie, "Let's go to Parade". cuz im know they haf an Anna Sui booth there.. as soon as i got there, went to check it out..OMG, left only one set with Secret Wish.. and they didnt haf the other one i wanted. The promoter was so nice.. sweet too.. then went to see the pink eyeliner(RM60) & mascara(RM80) & eye pallet (RM138). my goodness... they're all so so so beautiful! So anyway, i got the Secret Wish 75ml one.. was so so so so darn happy... i had to smell my hand over n over to make myself in the mood for really getting it.. Wenkie tried d scent & said it was so nice! yay! even a guy likes it! =) so i got it FINALLY!! im still sniffing my right hand... oh man.. im so in lurve with Secret Wish! seriously... its like... it changed my life in a different way.. so then got home.. and Su Yeeng & Poh Wee was already here EARLY! they told me 8.30pm for dinner but they came 8.10pm! So i quickly changed & i was happy to see her... back from China & all... went to KimGary in Pyramid for dinner... after that went to the NEW Starbucks @ SS15 baby!! Nice place... new environment.. Abeer was going nutsy over it... we chatted & laughed & had so much drama in between! Haha! Saw this cute English mixed guy.. with an accent of course.. we were trying to invade his privacy la! HHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA... the things we do together! i'm glad we manage to catch up on the past one month we've all been gone for the holz... now we're back in action dramarama again! Abeer + me = HAVOC as u all know.. Alfred dropped by a while but then we had to go back home cuz its late and class starts in the morning! Sigh.. but at least i don't have to wake up so early in da morning.. we're suppose to meet the juniors tomorrow though.. I'm gonna be like... 20 this year... i feel so old!! At least can still say I'm 19 for another 8 months! haha.. =) but then people always say i look 25 if they dont know me... damn... i m old... well.. i'll have to call this a night.. gonna take a look at my Secret Wish once more.. im obsessed with it for now... cizzoo.. have a good nite'z sleep & thanks for visiting my blog...!

Sexy, Naughty, Bitchy ME!

Here I am on my bed... laptop on my lap... writing my blog on a nice Monday afternoon... just came back from Sunway Pyramid & Kelana Jaya... bumped into my next door neighbour from Tawau in TopShop! What a coincidence! It was just the other day Aunt Theresa was at my house...later went for an interview supposedly.. but they said I didn't have to since I've been to the company before.. it's about the KLCC PC Fair thingie.. doubt I'll get the job.. so many pretty gurls in line! But they said they'll call me.. OH... an achievement~ I finished my Land Law Written Work this morning.. started at 3am and finished at about 5.40am... slept for an hour or so then got up at 8am for class... haha... as usual i thought i was late (as a matter of fact, im always late) but I saw my classmates at the guardhouse.. apparently class was over! hahahaha! so we all went for breakfast~ then paid my fees and later on passed up my oh-so-last minute work!

terms for the day!! sexy... not slutty... naughty... oh yeah... bitchy... definitely... or else why are we all referred as biatches anyway? sheesshhh... what's up with me and all these terms today... *rawr* hehehe, *smiling with wee glee* been downloading songs lately... and now the song "O" by Omarion suddenly played... i was like... this is so familiar... but i remember not downloading this song... it was sent by Ian i think... nice song... then there's The Blower's Daughther by Damien Rice, Goodbye My Lover by James Blunt, Hear 'Em Say by Kanye West feat. Adam Levine (lurve this song!), Eleanor by Low Millions, Hey There Delilah by Plain White T's (It's so relaxing!), Just Feel Better by Santana feat. Steven Tyler, For Blue Skies by Strays Don't Sleep, The Great Divine by Scott Stapp and How Could An Angel Break My Heart by Toni Braxton. I'm still loving the Bu De Bu Ai song by Wilber Pan. It's so full of chemistry between the two which I use to have, not anymore. This song just gives me goosebumps! Great memories...

So was back to KL last Saturday... bumped into Janet, Joshua, Andrew, Yong Chung Wei and Lo Ket Soon in the airport! Same flight! Haven't seen them for a while now... =) Of course I went to greet them first with that lovely smile of mine... hehe... i'm so perky suddenly! Sat with Joshua and Andrew on the plane... caught up with their lives and all.. i was actually hyper that morning due to lack of sleep (i didn't sleep the whole day) and was cheerful and little insane which I think freaked Andrew out a little. Joshua said I was kinda out of space. Haha. See what happens when I get high NATURALLY? U'll get an insane gurl. Rare opportunity to see Nur'i in this shape. One in a million chance! Well, I tried to be quiet on the plane but I couldn't.. i kept talking and talking and was wondering whether I was annoying Andrew since he's d quiet one.. but his sarcasm really let me down.. hehehe.. *those amazing eyes* **drool** hahahahahahahhaa... i'm getting high again... what the heck? oh yea.. lack of sleep again.. i tot i had insomnia for the past 3 days... turns out it was... er... wait, i have no idea too! so went to collect my car in Kajang, met up with my guy best friend, Kelvin, had tea with him... hadn't talked to him in a long time.. at nite... there was already appointment with my wacko gang!! Navin was leaving for Japan the nextday to work so it was kinda a farewell and welcoming me back thingie. Alfred, Zhien, Ashvina, Amy, Joshua, Roshan, Tim, a guy & another gurl which i duno their names were there. Haha. Talked about everything thats been happening.. updating.. i would say it was inspirational in a crazy way sort of discussion! that's whut i lurve not to miss out on!

Been chatting with Omid lately. He says i'm a blog-a-holic! which i think is true.. i spend hours blogging. Why not la!! Sheesh... I miss the stoners already! Small J, Vinod, Justin, Noel, Gokul n all.. gonna meet them soon la I hope! I've been messing with Omid's brain lately.. i hope he doesnt get infected by my crankiness and lame-o-ness! HAHA. Oh man... this year started off just fine.. well.. tomorrow Christine, Eddie, Joshua and I... plus.. duno whoever's coming are going to Aquaria FINALLY! Christine's been bugging us to go there since like forever and she's complaining that the biatch Michelle went with Jolvin without her! Haha, dun worry dear.. we're going tomorrow.. we'll c the fishies n sharks..*phone rings* that was Joshua.. askin me abt tomorrow's plan n all..well.. guess that's all for now.. oh! Futsal tonite! yeah! gonna meet Su Fern.. she just came back from China.. oh.. since I brought up China, Kyle and Shabnam is in Linfen, China now doing their part of service! I'm so proud of you guys! I can't wait to go to New Delhi, India to the Baha'i House of Worship to do my service! The Lotus Temple, it's beautiful! here, take a look at the pics below.. gtg now..cizzo peoopooz!

Especially for Alfred: YOUR ENTERTAINMENT

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
i did sth stupid

Omidiology 101 says:
what? you peed in the bathtub?

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
no no

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
theres no bathtub

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
shhh

Omidiology 101 says:
oh hehe

Omidiology 101 says:
what happened?

Omidiology 101 says:
embarrasing?

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
ah DUHHH

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
everything that happens in the toilet.. should remain to urself

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
itll be MY DIRRTY LITTLE SECRET

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
hhahahaha

Omidiology 101 says:
hahahahhaha

Omidiology 101 says:
thats fineeee

Omidiology 101 says:
but if u wanna sharee

Omidiology 101 says:
hehehe evil laugh

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
hhhahhaa

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
i know u dont mind

Omidiology 101 says:
suuurrreeeee

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
but im SHY

Omidiology 101 says:
i'm gross

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
HHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHaa

Omidiology 101 says:
ah well, you'll grow out of it after some time hehehehehe

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
face it OMID u're NEVER GONNA KNOW!!!!!

Omidiology 101 says:
we'll see about that!

Omidiology 101 says:
muwahahhaha

Omidiology 101 says:
never say never

Omidiology 101 says:
I can already guess a cople of things

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
hahahha

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
NO

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
u'll never guess what happened to me

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
NEVERRRRRRRRRr

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
its rare

Omidiology 101 says:
a hint?

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
hhHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAhaah

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
its gotta do with the sth i forgot to bring to toilet

Omidiology 101 says:
rare... wow... now im even more curious

Omidiology 101 says:
hmmm.... frogot to bring the TP eh?

Omidiology 101 says:
are you going for a medical check up or sumthin?

Omidiology 101 says:
stool sample?

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
huh

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
tp ??

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
no no

Omidiology 101 says:
tp = toilet paper

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
no no

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
hahahaa

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
i tot tp = tampoon

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
no no

Omidiology 101 says:
container for ur poo poo to give to the doctor?

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
no no

Omidiology 101 says:
I thought u would think tampoon too

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
hahahaha

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
u devil

Omidiology 101 says:
LOL

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
purposely corrupt my innocent mind

Omidiology 101 says:
lmao

Omidiology 101 says:
laughin my ass off

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
hahahahaahahhaa

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
and why r u laughin huh

Omidiology 101 says:
cauze of what you said about purposely corrupting your innocent mind, and before that calling me a devil

Omidiology 101 says:
waz funny

Omidiology 101 says:
I am a Devil!

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
hHAAHHAHAHA

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
NOW IM LMAO

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
and mind u.. im very innocent

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
its pure...

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
purified with the sweet flowers of d garden

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
hahahahaha

Omidiology 101 says:
hmmm... so you are purely laughin your ass off... well, THAT'S interesting...

Omidiology 101 says:
oh, poetry time!

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
ahahhahahahahaa

Omidiology 101 says:
sweet flowers of d garden of ?

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
OMIDZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
we're so full of it

Omidiology 101 says:
indeed, so full of genuine greatness we are...

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
hahahahahahahaa

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
there goes d ego

Omidiology 101 says:
what to do Nur'izzz... tis troubling is it not?

Omidiology 101 says:
think of the others!... how jealous they may be...

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
yes it tiz... wee.. wee..

Omidiology 101 says:
oh the sorrow... the sorrow...

Omidiology 101 says:
hahahha wee wee?!?!

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
the misery!!

Omidiology 101 says:
wee wee in the toilet please!

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
no no

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
wEE

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
it tiz my plea-a-sure!!

Omidiology 101 says:
i know, i'm playing off the words

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
i know u know tat tis iz a joke

Omidiology 101 says:
oh, tis anyones pleasure when they wee wee...

Omidiology 101 says:
indeed.

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
but i'm pullin ur legz

Omidiology 101 says:
yes, my beautiful and not-so-hairy legz...

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
AHAHAHAHHAA

Omidiology 101 says:
oh the sacrifices i must make...

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
yes yes

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
imagine..

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
the amount of hair loss u'd suffer

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
countless!!!

Omidiology 101 says:
yes... hair lost to your ferisome tiger claws... clawing away... at my precious hairs...

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
HAHAHHAHAHAHaHhAA

Omidiology 101 says:
ferisome = fearsome

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGgg

n u r ' i . . . still sick says:
i'm gonna put this on my blog!

Omidiology 101 says:
no u're not!

Omidiology 101 says:
think of the children!

Omidiology 101 says:
lol

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
i m!

n u r ' i . . . still sick! says:
im gonna do it

-End Conversation-

*next episod coming soon*

and those of you who's curious why im so lazy and till now 2.30am my Land Law Written Work which is due today isn't done.. its due to countless idlement like these... being a cracko with my puny brain. wee... wee... i m...

attached is a pic of us @ Winter School...

New Year, New Expectationz!

new year come come come once again! I want pampering from all of u. YES. I want to be treated like a princess.. not a Queen.. I want all of u to be there for me when i need u. HAHAHAHAHA.. am I being selfish? Yes I am.. i DESERVE this pampering.. and I expect this from everyone... i will grant NO MERCY to anyone.. i just discovered i have tests next week.. one u say? no.. i think i might have 3... ergh.. hate tests.. haven't done any work.. helping around.. helping?? just a little but not enough.. Omid'z finally keeping in touch w me again.. guess he was Lost in some time zone for a while.. hahaa.. but he's back again! had a nice chat with him.... older men are much more mature... i totally agree on that.. looks like i know whats coming up next!!! cizzo peepoozz!!

Year 2006

a whole new year. i hope this year is gonna be better than the last... im sick this new year.. but i got to meet up with loadz of friendz.. went for dinner in this fancy place... food was great! we had turkey, chicken, potatoes, beef, satay, nasi briyani, prawns, wantan, soup, garlic bread, various cakes, corley flower... can't remember d rest... glad everyone had a great time celebrating their New Year tho! thanks for all of u who smsed me wishing me a Happy New Year!

*thoughts*
somehow i feel "its slowly sinking"... going a far... i know it is... beginning to realize it.. but somehow.. somethings are holding me back... do i really really feel this way? or am i just imagining it... create a wave when it's only a splash? tasting thinking its sweet but its bitter... when does these illusions gonna start telling me the truth.. or.. me myself.. waking up & zapping myself back to reality... everyone.. and i mean everyone is telling me to go on living my life how it used to be but how can i be that person i used to be because i've added this spice into a little taste of my life? confusion.. laid backs.. regrets? no.. not regrets... never... i wish someone understands me... i want that one person to realize all of this... what is becoming of me... how i want to be appreciated... its getting colder and colder each time... and i'm trying my best to grab hold of what i can... before i'll lose it forever...

> went to Hometown after dinner.. it was so noisy and everyone was playing with their party packs and bursting baloons... blowing horns.. more like small annoying little trumpets which i highly despise.. and those itty bitty hammer knock-abouts... lame people trying to act crazy even before new years... i was out d balcony calling my baby wishing him a Happy New Year.. he was of course enjoying himself with his friendz clubbing in every club u guys could possibly find in KK. then later went inside to wish my other frenz.. and we went over to Shoreroom.. it was havoc there.. so many road blocks along d way n i hadn't worn my seatbelt.. i mean im in Tawau.. what could've possibly gone wrong? went there, with help from friendz, we got in for free. or else u gotta pay like quite a lot for a minimum amount of time. met so many friends who came back from all over the world... glad to have met them... made new friendz too... im imagining my life.. how it would be like if i continued staying in Tawau... would i be who i m today? definitinely not.

gtg eat dinner now. cizzo peepooz!