goner

im a goner. dead. kaapoff. what the heck is wrong with me???? MY FINALS are like a week away and im not doing anything! i'm not studying! what the heck is wrong with me?? im so screwed!! any suggestions for this before i really go crazy and stop doing law? ergh. i mean, i can't resit, i can't repeat the entire year. and im definitely not gonna waste anymore money. i might as well give up. nah, not gonna happen. just when sometimes i think i want to just leave everything behind. shhh.. damn it. i need a miracle for this one.

Haze

Guys, honestly I can't keep up with the haze. It's gotten so so so bad. Today when I went to college, the weather was bad enough, but not that hazy. But when I got out of the class and at that time it was around 11.30pm, from the windows of the classroom we thought we were at Genting or something. We can't even see the trees properly. And as me and my friends were in the car yesterday, we can't see the bloody Pyramid from the highway. This smoky haze is really getting out of hand. So anyway, when we got out, all of us almost choked to death. YES, IT'S THAT BAD! and everyone was using tissues or their clothes to cover their nose and mouth. Even the guard from Taylor's was already wearing a mask! Omg, this calls for drastic measures. We can't even breathe properly anymore. It's really getting out of hand. It's so foggy and smelly. And I can't imagine there are still people smoking around and this damages the air even more. I HATE IT. And they can walk around as if everything's fine. OMG. I can't stand it. Even now, me being in my room, I can't breathe nicely. The smoke is in my room. I can smell it. I even had to spray my perfume to have a nice fragrance in my room or else i'd die! It's so so so so so terrible! Ergh!! I hope it gets better as my exams are just 10 days away. I'm gonna die, and if I get sick before or during my exams, I'm in deep shit. I hope it turns out well. Oh, if you're wondering why there is this haze going on, I went and look up on some information for you guys. *Click on the title to get access to the link* Pray to God yeah?

Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.

CURRENT CONDITIONS
86°F(30°C)
Haze
Rel. Humidity: 69%
Wind: SSE at 4 mph (6 km/h)
Sunrise: 7:13 AM
Sunset: 7:26 PM
Barometric Pressure: 29.83"Hg (F)

MALAYSIA'S capital Kuala Lumpur was blanketed in a choking haze overnight after smoke from more than 500 fires in Indonesia made its way over to the country.The brown smog rapidly moved over the city and the surrounding Klang Valley in the late afternoon, covering the Petronas Towers, once the world's tallest buildings, and permeating office buildings with the smell of smoke. The Environment Department said more than 500 fires in Indonesia's Riau and South Sumatra provinces, as well as fires in Kalimantan and Malaysia's Sarawak state had made conditions hazy. Initial reports said the smoke was from peat fires at a park reserve in Cyberjaya, an area south of the city near the administrative centre of Putrajaya. Radio stations broadcast rush hour warnings for motorists to drive carefully through the haze. Cars in the city centre were forced to put on their headlights in the middle of the afternoon, while pedestrians walked with their hands over their mouths. Haze caused by fires in Indonesia and Malaysia is a common occurrence during hot, dry seasons.

My 19th Birthday

well, im 19 years old officially on 7th August. actually i couldnt care less about my birthday cuz my finals are around the corner but still, it was great. so, where do i start? on the eve of my birthday, Roya, Pek Lynn and Ruhullah said they wanted to go watch CAMP the international independent movie which was only shown in either GSC Midvalley or GSC One Utama. on Friday, during the devotional at Ruha's, they all decided to go watch the movie cuz it was an interesting one, and i thought why not, since i have nothing to do on Saturday as i had no plans. Roshan and Amy has mentioned about this movie too, and since i've never come across this kinda movie, i was kinda curious of how it was like. anyway, there is a cute guy in it. hehe. wow, his body too. and his character is kinda weird, no not weird, i mean, he wants attention from everyone. he can manipulate girls and gays. kinda chun. omg. those who havent seen it, u guys have too!! their voices are amazing too. anyway, on Saturday we went to Chillis for dinner. at first i wuz like, why are we even going to Chillis? they said they havent been there for a while so they wanted to go. oh well, so Roya and I went to get the tickets while Ruhullah went to book the seats at Chillis and Peklynn went to park the car. so, i ordered this amazing drink, Pina Cilada or sth like dat. whatever it was, it was damn good. its a mixture of banana and coconut or sth like dat topped with whip cream! yuummm!!~ damn nice!! anyway, so it was like time to go, our movie was at 9 and it was already 9pm but they all say wait, i was like wait for what? call the bill and lets ciao! but then still need to wait, suddenly, the song "Happy Birthday to You" came from the staff at Chillis bringing the cake. i was like OMG, i couldnt stop smiling! i cant believe they remembered. i tell u, Roya, Ruhullah and Pek Lynn are great actors and actresses. i couldnt even sensed that they knew it was my birthday. thanks so much u guys! *hugs* anyway, after the movie finished, guess what? we bumped into Juan, Mien, Roshan, Amy, Jason and Ai. all in the same cinema! damn cool. so after all of us went to Asia Cafe, joined by Alfred and Zhien. later, John and Charis arrived. so we chatted and yakked and laughed, regular stuff we do during supper. uh huh. then later we went to Asia Club to play foosball. i didnt play though, was kinda tired. duno why~ then later came back at about 3am. then was talking to my baby. he sang a birthday song for me! =) thanks babe! the following day, I went to Midvalley with Mitch and Nori. ate at Sushi King. had a fantastic time there with them. thanks for the treat~ then after, shopping craze! went shopping after that in MNG and Nose. Nori and i bought tops from MNG and Mitch n i bought heels from Nose. gosh. i guess i just had to spend my money. i duno why but its bad, but since it was my birthday, i guess im pampering myself. but then, i do that all the time. hehe. duno la. these few days crazy shopping! and its supposed to be exams? and im like not studying?? omg omg. help. anyway, there was a freaky thing which happened to the time of us at the Boulevard Hotel lifts. crazee. lazy to explain. *talk to me personally if u wanna know* so anyway, we came back at about 10pm. Nori was also talking about how i have to complete all the things a teenager has to do b4 they turn 20 and that this is my last year for being a teenager so i gotta try lotsa stuff like for example, throw a huge party or go to a rave or go up to some guy and get his number. hehe. then it hit me, im getting OLDER. OLDER. omg, i feel so old but im still acting young. oh well, i got so many birthday wishes! thru Friendster msgs and testimonials, smses, calls, msn msgs, everywhere! thanks so much everyone! so today, didnt do much, spent time with my bro. and later at nite i went to play futsal with the guys. there's only 2 girls, Amy and me, the rest i think there was about 14 guys. omg. i duno why, im really scared of the ball and guys playing it. but its just really fun to be in the court watching them chase after the ball, and there are some who gives inspiration to each other and some just give comments. kinda funny if u just analyze them while u're in the game too. but it was fun although i didnt get to score. oh well. later we went to Syed Ariff for mamak. met 2 new friends. John, Alfred, Zhien and Shern came by and joined us too. then, they kept persuading me to play foosball (again) and i went for it. gosh. look at me and my life! but it was really fun hanging out with them. makes me feel happy! thanks John for teaching me a lil about foos n for sending me back home~ argh! have to play and have fun like crazy after exams! hehe. waiting for that! well, guess i better stop here. later it becomes too long to read ya? hehe. once again, thanks to EVERYONE who spent time with me and gave me happiness during this 19 years of my life! *huggies for everyone!*

mitch, me, nori reunited again! for da third time~ @ Sushi King during my 19th Birthday (7 August) ~
Nur'i

my cookies and cream ice cream cake! look closely, its almost melting! arghh!~ so yummy~
Nur'i

Pek Lynn dearie n me @ Chillis ~
Nur'i

do i look chinese?
Nur'i

current obsession of fragrance! Secret Wish~
Nur'i

It's been a while...

Heya muh blog! missed ya for 4 days. damn the phone line. anyway, for those of u who didnt know, my phone line was cut off. the WIRE outside my house, yeap. the telecom contractor said it was either some asshole or idiot who cut it, or a bloody smart rat who just wants to destroy my life. i don't care whether its a bloody rat or a foolish human being who did it, cuz im still gonna continue talking on the phone. yes. yakking for hours and hours. and i dont care if u think im annoying or my voice is. i mean cant i just haf a lil extra spice in my life once a while? its not like i do it all the time. wait, no, its not like im dat loud rite? come on, i dont even on the music on dat loud anymore. gimme a break! u wanna know why? becoz this bloody pathetic cubicle of mine has no life. NO LIFE. get it? its just so pathetic being in my room. although yes, i admit, i love it sometimes becuz there's just so many fond memories and i kinda like my room, but i dont like it cuz its small and also, becuz there's no space to put any more of my clothes. its all cramped up! and i think i haf to stop shopping for clothes for a while now. so i went to shop for a Roxy bag today. i don't actually like it, but i felt as though i needed to get something or else i know i wouldnt be content. uh huh. yeap. but d bag's not bad, and i would use it. DUH. omg, all the shops which i lurve is on SALE right now. OMG. but then final exams are around the corner, and NO, i didnt even bother to study. gosh. been busy with sth else lately. ok, ok, i know im gonna flunk if i dont start cracking. actually i wuz suppose to be cracking my bloody puny brain a week back but nope, tilll now, still no progress. uh huh. procrastinating as usual! same old me. so, anyway, while always complaining about the place im staying in, i found another place, but its kinda expensive compared to this, but still i guess its worth it. but the place has no washing machine or water dispenser. which means, i have to send my clothes to the dobby and i have to either buy water all d time or get those refills from outside college. haha. gotta be fun doing it , refilling litters of water bottles. gotta get the phone line fixed too. a bit of trouble there as well as getting a car sticker. but i guess its gonna be worth it. =) so, haven't decided on that one yet. uh huh. cuz im not even sure how im gonna move all my stuff there. its gonna be a distance from college. ergh, gonna need to walk everyday from now on. i guess i need that little exercise! since im getting fatter by d day, which is bad. besides all of this, these few days has been extremely nice. its been a while since i really had this kinda feelings. thanks babe, u know who u r. thanks for giving me so much happiness although we r so far apart! *muahs & hugz* although u know this already, i cant help but saying once again, im missing u every moment and it does drive me crazy sometimes. but its worth to have u in my life. thanks so much. =)