"The" Fantasy

You know who you are,

I honestly don't know how much I can keep up with this. It's been almost a month, well, 5 more days left to be exact. Whats up? It's been a long time, ok, i know u're busy with work and your studies, but don't u have time for me? its just opening an email. its simple really but mayb i just don't know u that well, thats why. Nonsense told me many times about how u have no time actually just to email me but u do. well, at least u try to. and now when i really came to my senses, u just went poof. out of the picture. was it something i said? or did? or what crap did i write that made u do this to me? i feel like u're avoiding me but i dont see any reason to. seriously, come on, we could just be friends if u give it time. everyone tells me that its never gonna happen, between u n me. you wanna know why? because its as if u're perfect, and u're da guy that every girl wants, well, not exactly all. but most. well, at least i do. but its not about wanting, its about feelings. how am i to develp this feelings? just based on merely fonts, spiritually connected yet u are so far away. i wish we could just get to know each other a lil better. do u honestly think im gonna use u? if u think that way, then u r so wrong bcoz its not because of what u are, its who u r. remember when u said i don't know how much of u think of me that's within u? well, i do but now, u're not giving any response to this. am i too late? something must've changed ur mind about me. i guess im to blame. but i just hope we can start over again coz u've got the wrong idea with everything and about me. come on, don't u care about how i feel? i mean, ive been trying to hold back for so long, i dunno how much longer i can do this. but, i do hope everything gets back to normal like it used to be. and please, i wanna get to know u better, like what u said the first time u saw me, remember?

take care.

u'll always be on my mind. u know that, don't cha?