Stop It

stop making me feel like crap all the time. everytime u make me feel like im full of shit. who the heck are u to even judge me. like everything u do is right? always criticize me and my friends, what i wear, what i do, how my friends are, who i mix with. u have no right to do that at all. u don't even know what problems im facing on my own and lets not go to yours. always say u have no cash and shit and all that, then what am i suppose to do? support u because of ur OVER-spendings? think for urself la. u think as if u have greater friends than me because they're so bloody rich and all. why the hell u wanna compare ur friends to my friends? at least i know who my friends are really and that i can depend on them whenever im down. look, i dont know about how ur friends treat u besides always being generous spending u but if u use money as thinking that they really really are ur friends, then think again. u always say how that close 'someone' always calls everyday to check whether u're fine or not. that 'someone' just cares for u. i know the fact that u're all grown and all that and u can take care of urself but NO. u can't expect that u can settle everything on ur own because its not ur time yet. can't u just appreciate whatever that someone is doing for u? coz u're so gonna regret later. although sometimes yes, u feel annoyed but then try to think about that someone's feelings if u yell at the person, the person might feel hurt and that person loves u so much to even voice it out to u. u know, u can turn out to become a real nasty person if u've really look at what u've become now. u're not u anymore. u've changed. i don't like what im seeing but everytime i try to give u a piece of my mind, u just bombard me with every little sense of ego u haf. ok.u wanna talk abt my ego? wtf man seriously. look at urself even before saying anymore about me or my life because u don't know my life at all. dont come thinkin and saying everything as if u know how i live my life when u really werent here at all in the first place. anyway, i've been patient for a long long time now. i just wish u could just think about who u r now. i don't want to c u take the wrong path or get influenced so much by your friends or the society coz it'll be such a waste coz i know u have a big heart. i'll always be there for u when u need me. u know that. love u always. take care.