and i'm missing him even more... its crazy... i miss him so much i can't stand it. just listen to any sentimental song, u'll think about him. omg. crazy! what's this man? plz, plz.. i don't want my brain to get infected, so as my heart. coz when u can't talk or meet the guy, missing him is the only way and this is getting worse although he still exists and he doesn't ignore u. Yay for that!
*in Nur'i's thoughts*
"...haih, i'm still worried about u.. i hope u're doing fine.. i will pray for u all the time, or in other words, u'll always be in my prayers. i know u've been thru a whole lot of bad stuff but everything's gonna be ok, and it takes time. i hope u're not all that stressed up. i wish i was there by your side to hug u and listen to everything u gotta say. i really want to meet u if i've got the chance. frankly when u told me u were here in malaysia, i was kinda disappointed cuz u didn't tell me, so i would do everything in my power to go visit u..no matter where u r.. i would if its worth d trouble.. but since everythings over n u're back 2 where u're supposed 2 b, im glad u're ok. just think of this as a phase n u're lucky u got your car back..take care yea? promise me.."
back 2 reality
alfie is bugging me to ask u to be my date for the law ball. first of all, im not even sure im going. i so wanted to go, but today, all my friends was like telling me that they're not going coz according to them its wasting money. a ticket costs RM100. but then i wouldnt mind to pay that if i have good company and food but then all my close biatches are not even going. it wouldnt be the same without them there!! secondly, im wondering, that u wouldnt say yes anyhow, coz u're over in a different country and that this ball wouldnt matter anything to u.. besides, u're so busy and u have so much to handle with life and obligations. but if i really do go for this law ball, i really hope u will come as my date. haha. omg, cant believe im saying this out LOUD. u wouldn't read my blog anyway so i wouldnt worry. hehe. anyway, thanks for ur advise alfie. really! =) i will ask him no matter what, just not now. and trust me, i have the guts. haha.
well, cizzo for now peeps!
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n u r ' i . . .
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- Sabah, Malaysia
- Update: I am on my way to becoming a sophisticated young adult on the brink of life changing ephiphanies! i m who i m: when i'm down, i always need someone to talk to or else i go ballistic and get cranky/frustrated. love Starbucks. Fashion. my family means the world to me. lurve taking pics, memories are to be cherished forever. love writing on fancy papers or letters. love artistic hand writings. Art. love surprises. I adore music (its good 4 da soul) The Baha'i Faith plays a huge role in my life. lurve to dance. admire and respect those who strive to perform well. love to perform. like bonding sessions. love decorating. Max Brenner's Strawberry Dip Chocolate Fondue is worth every penny! Love being loved. very thankful to everyone in my life which has been there for me when I'm alone facing my sorrows. miss my ballet, gymnastics and cheerleading days. absolutely LOVEloveLOVE everything by Anna Sui. Most of all, love to travel and explore the world & live their culture.
Messengers of God
The Greatest Name
Baha'i House of Worship, New Delhi, India.
Lotus Temple, New Delhi, India
Catherine & I
Baha'i House of Worship, Sydney, Australia
Catherine & Nur'i
Baha'i Winter School
Baha'i Youths at Port Dickson, Malaysia.
2 comments:
so sweet lah u
haha, me sweet? ;)
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